I love that this always happens to me - I'm doing really well, eating disordered wise - I'll be on the right track and actually making an effort. As in, I'm eating everything that I'm supposed to, talking all my vitamins and supplements and THAT is when, Bam, something happens as a result of my eating disorder.
My tooth fell out. Well, thank god not all of it, but a good portion of it did...WHILE I WAS EATING ICE CREAM. ICE CREAM. Something that doesn't even require you to fucking chew. Something as soft as ice cream was enough to make a part of my tooth fall out. I called my mom sobbing about the whole ordeal, and through my tears as I explained what tooth it was and how it had happened, she asked me if it was a tooth that had been filled a few years prior, because perhaps it wasn't a part of the tooth, but instead the filling? I want to believe its a filling (I have white fillings in my teeth that have been filled so its hard to tell if its actually my tooth or the filling...), but when I run my tongue over the tooth, about 1/4 of the the tooth on the side is missing. I know what a "cavity" or dead hole feels like prior to being filled, and this doesn't feel like that. But of course, I won't know anything until I can get into the dentist. Which I have to wait until next month for so I will have insurance to cover any procedure that will have to be done. Sigh.
Seriously. FML.
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