10072011

I've been staring at a blank screen for like 45 minutes. I don't know what to write about today. I don't know how to write about today. I hurt.

I've just been camped out in my room because at least here I can pretend that I'm choosing to isolate, instead of my mom ignoring me. It's so weird that I fight like cats and dogs with my sister Melissa, yet whenever shit like this happens and nobody is "on my side," Melissa still talks to me. Still acknowledges me. Still goes to bat for me.

I'm a fucking mess.